When I got into doing porn, I had no idea who anyone was. I didn’t really even know who Ron Jeremy was.

I was quite naive about who watched porn, and how popular it was. I always had the idea that the only people who saw it were people sneaking into the back of a dirty old bookstore to rent their xxx flick.

I didn’t watch television, and now, with Netflix, I never watch it! I’d rather rent the entire series of something and go on a weekend marathon! Anyways, I had no clue that porn (at least the softcore versions of it at that time) were shown on the Spice channel, Playboy, and a few other channels. Imagine my shock when I first flew to France and found out that they showed it on regular channels after 10 pm! (It was great to hear the voice over of a movie in French! hehehe, it’s weird to see yourself and hear another voice).

So, I was naive, and clueless. I had no idea that I’d be popular, or that people would watch it. I figured I was just getting the opportunity to explore a bit, have some fun, and get laid with guys I would never have had the guts to approach in public. Believe it or not, I am a bit shy in real life.

In comes Colt Steele. It was my 3rd or 4th film, and Wicked asked me to shoot. Again, one of my all time favorite companies. It was my first shoot for Wicked, and I was still a bit leary. They said I’d be working with Colt Steele, and I said I’d have to meet him first. I will never forget that meeting. They called me up and said he would be playing pool at a local bar, and could I hop on over to meet him. I said absolutely! I walked into the bar and took one look at him, and I think my knees actually started shaking. All I could think was, ‘you guys are going to pay me to fuck him?!!!’ I was beyond nervous. Of course I would do the scene with him, but, now, I was really nervous. He was like a Greek God! At that time, I would have never approached a guy that looks like Colt did. (I would now!) But, at the time, NO FRICKIN’ WAY!!

The day of the shoot came, and everyone kept telling me it was a Jenna movie. Well, that didn’t mean anything to me. So what? I had no idea what a big star she was. I came prepared with my own food. I was on a very particular diet, and always wanted the healthiest organic food, and I never knew what they were going to prepare. Jenna was in the make up chair, and they introduced me to her. I proceeded to sit and probably talk her ear off. She finally made some comment about me not having any idea who people were. I was probably the first girl in a long time that just treated her normal. She was very nice to me, and we had a great day on that set.

That started my relationship with Wicked. And, I went on to do many more films with Colt! What I didn’t realize at the time when I was shooting that film, is that his girlfriend at the time was watching! It’s a good thing I didn’t know that…………… I would have not known what to do. Do I enjoy myself? Do I pretend like I’m not enjoying myself? Will she be jealous? Luckily, none of that went on! So, in the end, I ABSOLUTELY DID enjoy myself, to the fullest! We had a blast, and I think it shows. He taught me a few things and I even learned some new positions! You can download the movie by clicking below!

Love,
Jackie